Sunday, July 31, 2011


will everyone experience that 'great change' in life?
how do we know that we've been in the right way?
if we haven't gone through the 'great change' yet, does it mean that we haven't 'walk' in the right way?

how if our life's just so-so, not really in the bad way and not really in the good way?
what makes us can have that 'great change'?
why the bad people seem to experience it easier? or it's just how we want to make a change in our life?
those questions suddenly comes up on my mind this evening
questions that actually often annoyed me
I don't know to whom I should ask about these
actually I have a bestfriend that will enlighten my mind 'bout it, but unfortunately she's currently living in aussie, since starting the univ till now
I think it's not quite comfortable to talk about this thru bbm or msn, it'll be good if I can have eye-to-eye and heart-to-heart with her
but as how old friends meet, we'll share about how our life goes on so far and tell everything fun and exciting

wondering when those questions will solve..
hope I'm gonna find it somehow, someday, somewhere

Sunday, July 24, 2011

sharing luck

as what I've told you before that this week if my full-of-luck week
and now I'm gonna share my luck!! wondering what is it??
just wait and see what surprise I'll bring to you directly to your blog!! *cheers*

Luck Luck Luck..

Friday, July 22, 2011


to complete my this-week-LUCK, I join a giveaway by Jessica Paramartha from PHOSKINNY
it's her birthday giveaway..

first time I see her post, I'm totally in love with the gun ring.. it's so chic and I love the shape carved on it :)
I hope it's gonna be mine.. yay!! wish me luck then..
and happy birthday Jessica!!

lots of LUCK :)

you know what?? maybe I can say "this is my full-of-luck week!!!" :D
okay I'm gonna tell you what I mean.. I just get 2 surprise from my blog fellas this week..
and here it is:

1.  I win a blog giveaway from Sonia Eryka (Diary of: THE RIOTOUS BELLE)
it's £30 Daniel Footwear shopping voucher

uyeahhh I'm so surprised when receive an email from Sonia!!! you should know that it was my very first time joining a giveaway and surprisingly turns out to be good.. bunch of thanks to you dear :*
can't wait to shop it soon.. I've checked Daniel Footwear website before, lots of gorgeous shoes there.. you can drop by there and find yours (and you know some of them are on sale!!)

2.  I receive a blog award from Stephanie Gracia (banana and apple juice)

thx a lot Stephanie.. 
another lovely surprise..

yeah that's all I wanna share to you!!
and I'd like to share my luck and love to you fellas..
have a nice day 

Monday, July 18, 2011

the Golden 50!

Wondering about my post title?? humm I'm not turning 50 (of course!!) and no relative or someone I know is turning 50 today.. actually it's my 50th post.. hahaha.. *not a special thing to be celebrated or proud actually* yeah I may call this as the 'Golden Post'.. (but to be honest there's no special news for this so-called-golden-post :p)

Today is the first day my sister (and many other students) come back to school.. uyeahh poor her!! I started my holiday first but she's starting her schoolday first.. you know today is also her first day in the natural science class.. still remember the day when I was in the same position.. nothing different except the new classroom, new classmates, new books, new bag (and other school stuffs), new teacher *ok almost all the things different actually* but what I'm really delighted for is knowing that I don't need to learn those freaking geography, sociology, economics (damn it's what I've dreamt since elementary).. and for the history, don't worry I still love you baby *shocking fact?!?!*
yet, unfortunately... because of curriculum matter, I have to learn geography instead of history at the XI grade, and (happily) conversely at the XII grade
and one more!! you know it's a pleasing thing to know that I just need to bring almost all the same books everyday.. so I don't need to set them every night (as what an elementary students did).. and again!! luckily I've my own (just like) locker under my desk, so yeahh of course most of my schoolmates and I left our books there.. so what I have to bring everyday???
1. pencil case and stationery (it's a must!!!)
2. file binder (also a must!!!)
3. some books that I need for the next day's tests or assgmnts
4. (depend on the schedule) sports uniform / lab uniform / tie / hat / art class stuff
5. school jacket (it's so cold in the class and we aren't permitted to bring other jacket except it)
that's all!! can you imagine how light my bag is??? hahaha...

let's compare with an architecture student like me now:
1. laptop (most of the presentation I do everyday is  digital)
2. A3 logbook (I draw/write/put some pics about my studio here)
3. file binder
4. pencil case
5.  stationery
6. some drawing tools
7. some books *sometimes*
8. umbrella (really important for me to come back savely)
fiuh.. you know they really cause a fuse to me!!

and now hmmm yeah let say I almost forget that I'm a college student right now.. you know why?? I have a very very very veryyyyy long holiday.. for this period for example, I have started my holiday since the end of May and it'll end at 12 Sep *just count by yourself how long it is!!!* and it causes my next semester period will be 12 Sep till 13 Jan (woww!!! OMG!!) I'm gonna have (again!!) a bloody christmas and new year eve *sigh T.T
well I don't think I'm gonna replay my last (bloody sad) christmas and new year celebration actually.. you know I stayed for almost 24 hours everyday, even in christmas night and new year eve -when everybody celebrate it cheerfully- and also I went to church with a panda-eyed-zombie face *nevermind*.. but logically my next semester is gonna be worse (I mean the holiday period) as I'll have my LAST studio!! just like final project maybe.. so it will be longer and more complicated than ever, and I might have much more time than 13 Jan to finish next semester (OH NO!!! I don't expect it actually).. I would rather choose to start the lectures earlier and cut this summer holiday shorter..

however what else can I do?!?! just forget those upcoming nightmare and continue my still-long-holiday uyeaaahh :D I still have about almost 2 months holiday!!! envy me??? If so, just come into my univ.. you'll have 3 months summer holiday and 4 months lecture period after that *wth they're almost the same


*out of context* looking at this pict make me remember what my sister said: "why do you always eat neatly?? you just eat it after that"
yeah I don't know why I always make the food set neatly before eat and keep it orderly while eating so that I can eat well *unimportant, right?? teehee*

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Monochromatic Nails

I was just coloring my nails and I tried to put some colors on it
actually I choose the nail polish randomly but I just realize that it looks like monochromatic ( from dark red to white )
and surprisingly it turns out to be lovely *not that fabulous actually but it's quite nice for a random choose :)

I'm really satisfied with the result and gonna try this monochromatic style again next time :)
try and find yours!!!

Saturday, July 9, 2011

friendship never dies

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my friend.

jo - ceqa - shefinna - me - kelly
small reunion with the 3rd-grade-bestfriends

pam - jo - lene - me
at paurine's bday

nico - me - jessica - ryan
field trip to Fatahillah Museum

me - jessica lie
she edited this photo for us :)

Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life

Friendship is the golden thread that ties the world together

those are some of my best friends.. people with whom I spent my day by day.. the 1st two pics are my highschool friends and the last two pics are my univ best friends (still there some others actually)
anyway, I've been a lil bit busy this week due to my first week intern.. but however I still hope I can write some post as often as possible..
fortunately I'm spending this weekend out of Jakarta with my family and I'm trying to spend some time on blogwalking and posting this as I've missed my friend bcos of the holidays (some of us are having our intern so it's really hard to arrange time to meet up)

fyi: I'm joining Sonia Eryka's blog giveaway.. check it out here guys!!

Saturday, July 2, 2011

meant to be

The most precious gift we can offer others is our presence
When mindfulness embraces those we love, it will bloom like flowers

ps: I'm gonna start my (sudden & unplanned) internship on monday guys!! wish me luck.. may it be (one of the) enjoyable time of this holiday :)
*anyway this is the second time after last year internship.. so I'm not really (and almost not at all) nervous right now*